That mixed feelin...

Hey Hey!
Im goin home in a few minutes time now to start my long weekend with bandmates,frens n family to celebrate my a-quarter-century bday at ma chalet.
So ya.i got nuthin to say.but...
That mixed feelin of joy...sadness...all come toegether suddenly n i just remembered sumthin...
2 yrs ago...at the stroke of midnyte,while receivin well wishes sms(s),i was strummin my guitar playin the song "Happy Birthday" n singin it to maself when after a few repetitions of the line "Happy Birthday To You", my dad....sang it to me like he always does on every of ma b'dae.
I heard him sing to me "Happy Birthday to you".n suddenly his face kinda like flashed in front of me with a smile.
That was the best birthday gift i got since the day he left us.
As soon as i started to weep,his face was gone.
Maybe he dun want me to....
Maybe he want me to enjoy my birthday every year.
But its so hard...
As im typin this,i kinda feel like he's near to me watchin me type so fast to whatever heartfelt...
Daddy, i miss u....
Mummy,Happy Birthday!

=)

Ian

Happy People!!!!!

Hello =)

Its been a happy 2 weeks or so for me...
Alot of things happen n its goin like the way its suppose to be.

Band updates :
We found a new frontman!
Easily said,we have no worries now.we r a hppy bunch!
on the 15th of April,we playe our last gig with the old frontman who left us with no reason given.wonder why...
We didnt do pretty well.Lack of practice.n The Shredder didnt sound as gd.
We receive a lot of comments from the people who came to our gigs,who hear us during jammin n of coz from some musicians.
Well i think with a new frontman, these ppl will be smilin even more.
On 1st of May,we had our gig at Home Club.ITS THE BESTEST SO FAR!!!!!!
I love it,the band love it n the ppl who came love it!
It just gave us that different Aura ya know....more smiles....more confident...less mistakes...a gd after gig session.....den to a gudnyte slp.
Definitely better then the previous ones.

Hafiz,its olryte dat u didnt come down coz there's always another.
Edjah,tnx for informin the kentals regardin ma chalet.U'll be a gd organizer.
The Kentals, hope to see each n everyone of u this saturday.
The Kentals again,WHEN THE HELL IS OUR FIRST FOOTBALL MATCH????!!!
Erfie,i think now im ready to have u see me onstage.
Ahmad,u better come down to my next gig b4 i quit bein ya "gay partner".
NIzam, HAPPY Birthday to u!!!We'll celebrate more on Saturday.
Mamat,one more time u break the speed limit,im gonna call a TP officer to stand beside u everytime we have a performance.
Fahmi,finally u got a pedal!Time Is Runnin Out was superb.
Nadia,congrats on ya new job!can get new keyboard olready!
Liza,Welcome to Bandits.HOpe u'll haf fun n make more gd music with us.

Mummy, hope u'll recover soon.
Mama dearest, i cherish every minute spent with ya n hope to surprise u with more things everyday!

Do see latest pics n updates too @ http://www.myspace.com/dreamymellow
N here's a vid of us http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPGiUA_K3vQ

See ya this saturday !!!!

*Zoomin thru the sound barrier now!!!!----------------------->